Wednesday, September 17, 2014
The point of putting this picture up here is to point out that THE DAY has come. The day has come that I have long long dreaded. We had the three oldest children in under three years, and it seemed that people began remarking almost as soon as the third one arrived: "Just wait until they are all three adolescents!" or "What are you going to do when they all need braces?" or "How are you going to pay for all three in college at once?"
But what nestled in my heart even back then, like an uncomfortable burr that imbeds itself on your sleeve long after the hike is over was, "How am I going to let the three of them go? They'll leave as quickly as they came. I will have to say goodbye to all three in only three short years!"
And that has happened. Today. From Five to Two. It's not funny and there's no humor to be found, and that in and of itself says a lot. I can't even find joy in my reduced laundry pile. I have nothing to say, except I'm grateful to God for the chance to be their mom.
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Oh Suz, I wish I could tell you it gets easier; while they grow and you are in awe of what incredible people they are; the letting go happens again and again. Push on! I still cry each time I say so long to those adult kids I enjoy so much. You have been in investments and the return just gets better and better! You raised them to let them go, it's an awesome goal you have reached, what great kids you have!! Know that I don't take your ache lightly, I will keep you in my prayers, knowing that God will walk you thru!
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