Thursday, September 18, 2014
I just made a lasagna. Not two lasagnas, not a double size lasagna. Just one little bitty regular old lasagna. (But it made just as big a MESS as when I make a "normal" batch for my normal size family of seven big eaters who now live all over the WORLD.) What is normal anymore? There are only four of us home now--it's the first day with only four. One regular lasagna will be enough. Stupid little lasagna.
Wednesday, September 17, 2014
The point of putting this picture up here is to point out that THE DAY has come. The day has come that I have long long dreaded. We had the three oldest children in under three years, and it seemed that people began remarking almost as soon as the third one arrived: "Just wait until they are all three adolescents!" or "What are you going to do when they all need braces?" or "How are you going to pay for all three in college at once?"
But what nestled in my heart even back then, like an uncomfortable burr that imbeds itself on your sleeve long after the hike is over was, "How am I going to let the three of them go? They'll leave as quickly as they came. I will have to say goodbye to all three in only three short years!"
And that has happened. Today. From Five to Two. It's not funny and there's no humor to be found, and that in and of itself says a lot. I can't even find joy in my reduced laundry pile. I have nothing to say, except I'm grateful to God for the chance to be their mom.